got scolded for not doing chem today.
tink shez dead pissed wif me, but wat she wan me to do?
if i can seriously juz catch up lyk tt, i dun tink i need school anymore.
doing some personality tests now.
very interesting, quite accurate too.

had loads of venezia wif meifang.
we are examples for "zi gan duo luo".
talked a lot =]
i really need outlets to let out everything!
recently itz juz e stupid hot weather ttz killing me.

was crazy again, prob coz itz friday.
sat beside 65kg during maths lec again.
was luffing at everything, duno y.
den played chapteh wif hong li, ma-vi, mocha, ah chua n yiyou during maths tutorial coz teacher wasnt here.
haha, quite fun. so sorry to 65kg leh.
didnt mean to aim at u but cheeky juz kept slamming towards u. heehee.

gotta try to catch up phy n chem this wkend.
hate this feeling of stupidity.
i wonder wassup wif my brain.
anyway i AM sick, been sick since duno when.
n thnx to someone i got sick-er.
but nobody believes me anyway. BLEH~
i promised to make myself look sicker but itz quite difficult leh. crap~

still no idea wat to do. my PI was rejected.
very expressionless today.
i'm trying not to find faults in people but itz so difficult,
judging from my picky-ness.
mrs lau said before, we gotta try to be a better person.
KOPI NEVA COME TODAY! *sobz*
get well soon =]
went crazy wif M during maths n physics.
den sang non-stop during maths wif jirong n yongxian.
sch ended juz lyk tt again.
tml's a long day *gawd*
anyway i failed my phy by 3 marks. commendable rite, since i didnt really study. =]
haha i lyk to brag.

ate swensens wif jin, ah gong n slave.
man, i muz do sth to my weight.
oh well, but i was happy.
luffed a lot, sorry tt i talked damn loud. heehee.
after dinner, walked arnd westmall den sat outside n talked.
saw this kitten, looked damn cute.
but it looked so tired n was slping beside wee's legs. haha.
when we bt to leave, jin commented itz sad.
i tink so too, haha... e look in e eyes.
den we were jokin bt it going to princeton n having tutorials n PI to do.
n prob having same feelings as us. haha.

i'm gonna get retained. CHOI!
i dun lyk some ppl. esp e act cute type.

A MIRACLE HAPPENED!
i tot of a PI idea ttz not so dumb n itz not been done yet so ta-da!
wahahaha... but i'm still gonna die from the PW-stress syndrome.
*sneezes* melted under blue skies, melted under sunlight shimmering love~
haha nice song =] ok i shall go do my speedy report and hand it up to sarca-tan tml. i lub her absolutely, for always making me the centre of attention when shez got the chance.
haha i'm hallucinating. actually she just luffs at everyone in class.

i screwd up 2 mock SPA(s) today. phy n chem, my only sciences.
for chem
i ensured my titration values are 1dp. n yes i realised it shd be 2dp.
i climbed onto e stool to fill e stupid burette coz i tot cant bring it down.
den i read bt NOT doing this in e checklist at e back.
didnt read question properly n was tryin hard to come up wif e ionic equation when mrs chan came n showed it to me.
I FORGOT TO DIVIDE BY 2!!! *gets hysterical*
so all my calculations wrong.

for phy
i've done e prac in nj. grace told me bt it[coz she done it before i did] n i even told xian cong.
but i was so nervous i cldnt tie my strings properly
i started doing it correctly,
den i see everyone else doing a diff way...
SO I CHANGED N COPIED THEM!
muh-hahahaha!

*takes in deep breath* ITZ OK!
thnx jin =] haha, honoured?

yay, finally in e mood to mug.
pia-ed maths tutorials. feelin so shuang =]
missed another session of mad. hai, duno wat to do.
didnt even bring chem notes when therez make up. *woho*

tues had 2.4.
really wanted to die, my stomach ached n e sun was bloody hot.
thnx to mei fang n li ying. n my cl fren. last rnd, this girl was behind me den she cheered me on while she ran wif me.
waha, shez nice =]
i tink ct sessions are always so fun.
last wk i went mad in e audi
this wk, was sittin wif mavis n hong li in class.
den mrs tan said chen nee[sorry] look ci xiang.
yong xian came up wif "guan yin ma" n "dua bei gong".
den hong li was joking bt guanyinma@hotmail.com n guanyinma.blogspot.com.
luff till beng, very long neva lyk tt le.
den we were jokin bt e entries. so gao xiao.

i shall be nice during pw next wk =]
38 more days.
diet is on again!

lyk happy songs.
accidentally in love, come on over n high by lighthouse family are good =]
lyrics to high :
When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high

only part of it. lyk the first 2 lines.
so encouraging. getting quite pessimistic recently. bad bad.
went out wif pei, vv n lijia ysd.
had swensens, movie [pacifier] n andersens. *guilt*
movie was funny. =] peter plummer is soooo cute, esp when he smiles.
seth not bad too, after this hair cut.
but sth was wrong wif me.
cldnt smile much. duno why. someday it'll all be over
yah i need another mth. den i wun be typing all these stuff.

while gaining sth, did you lose sth precious too?
whatz happening to me?
笑不出来

14 April
e taiwan immersion talk was held in nj. *hurray*
lessons ended at 12.40, was bac early =]
but other than wed, earliest is 3.20, latest is 5.20. stupid timetable.
wandered arnd, saw lotsa nice familiar faces again =]
saw sy in her stupid red tie. haha! got babe, cy, xl n veron too!
e colour dun match lah seriously.
den everyone gotta go for civics so i'm left alone in canteen while sinyee go play bball lah~
yiyou, choc, wan tian, kennie, ji rong n xian cong came over at 2+.
dey walk damn slow lah... went arnd finding lotsa frenz. haha~
saw 19 oso. muh-haha! elaine say ok only.
aiyah but i didnt look oso. duno y.
den sin yee's fishy was back too.

waited wif asg till jin, eliza n tina came.
miss them lots, esp bak gua.
so long neva see her. talked a while den went mos @ westmall.
jin was damn funny, 2 girls inside e air-con section were abt to go off but dey were slow.
den jin juz took her tray n stood somewhere beside their table lyk some statue. *luffz*

anyway ppl in nj, MUZ vote for 5, 19, 73 n 85. =]
mavis is suffering frm e post-kanna-dumped-by-me-syndrome. ttz why shez leaving weird tags.
n now fei de is tryin to force me to go hear him sing. gonna cost me $7!!

there are so many things tt i cant say.
watz wif all these tears?

hello S65! any of u whoz reading =]
nice blog isnt it? heehee.
anyway, really sorry. i tink i haven been a gd classmate.
lyk all i do is stone n... stone somemore.
i oso dun tok much becoz i duno wat to say? haha
but u ppl haf been nice, at least smiling everytime u see me.
tink my attitude is so bad, i'm taking a place of one of e first intakes
but all i tink bt is missing nj n my other frens.
anyway itz my own prob if i look lyk i got some mood swing. i tink too much these days.

i tink i'm being damn irritating here.
i juz hope my nj frenz dun get sick of me going bac lyk every wk.
but i bet dey wun, bet dey miss me lyk hell. *luffz*

lala. heard all white belts passed e grading!
so congrats to chen nee, ji rong n yi zhi!
tink i'll eventually quit mad when i cant cope.
dodo tinks it'll look ugly on my profile, coz itz lyk i cant handle wif my work.
but who cares.
cl a has been rather slack so far.
morning[1-2 lesson] was plain reading a whole stack of tsunami articles.
den last 2 period learnt 25 cheng yu n did 3 exercises.
SO SIMPLE RITE! ha, now i tink i've made a wise decision.
anyway haven gone out wif for a class outing yet.
heard dey either go chee tuan's hse or watch movie.
lessons ended late anyway.
den went bac nj wif sinyee.
haha, dey havin napfa!
guess who i saw? i shall not say =]
but feeling quite sad coz... oh nvm.
i tink i dun matter at all now.
chatted wif bird, xh, lavi, perv1, FREN! stan, cy n py. hope i didnt miss anyone out.
den saw a few new S21 ppl.
stayed a while den went home.
oh saw ms GOON/siamese too.
yc was back oso lor, she even earlier than me.

hope i pass my napfa tml. I'M FIT! haha.
having asg dinner this wed i tink. muh-hahaha!
i'm feeling a bit better. but dumba** pw teacher luffed at me.
watz her prob? i juz merely said sth stupid but at least i bothered to respond!
she didnt ask for an intelligent ans so why muz she mock me lyk tt?! *takes out wand n starts cursing spells*
still thnx loads to ppl who cared *big grins*

waha, surprise surpise!
i got into dance. *luffz* F3, aren't u
proud of me? hiak.
but now i haf no time to join both tkd n mad.
this is damn complicating...
everything's so packed.

met remaining nj asg =] rushed to kap after some dumb talk but i alighted
a stop earlier. *sh*t*
so dumb of me lah... den i gotta walk one bus stop. sorry i was late.
was dead happy to even get a call from them.
lavi called when i was still in sch den everyone in e backgrnd were lyk calling
me wif all kinds of my nicks.
dar : dar ; perv1 : perv 2 ; xinhui : ke nan!... wat did tt bird call me? i cant rmb. heehee~
ate there n tok a lot.
i finally jie fang again. haha, after remaining silent in hc.
ok lah i got tok in class one, mostly to chocolate, yoyo n ah chua.
had break wif liling n lijia today oso.
the moment i see liling i luffed lyk mad. haha~
very long neva lyk tt le, ok last tym was last sat only.

after i got down at boon lay...
ta-da! i saw ms chuan min. heehee~
add on to my happiness. den her bus
come liao -.-
den liang shi jie mei were at
154 bus stop. wuh-haha.
we talk till their bus came lor.
today is a good day =]

today went for e actual training.
still ok, quite tiring n i cant quite do some kicks n punches.
it takes time i guess. but still quite fun, esp running on e puddles of water. haha~

fri got phy test!
lijia juz asked me sth bt archilles principle? ok... i haf no impression of seeing those words.
i suppose i can pass my test. i hope~
ok letz pray tt i pass both tkd n phy.
if meifang n i can get double promotion[dreaming],
den i tink we're really zai. haha~

this morning, ms meifang did sth damn funny.
she finally brought me JAY's cd. so i was damn happy.
den i went bac to my class bench n my frenz were lyk seeing e cd.
suddenly i tink either der koon or jirong opened it.
it was... BACKSTREET BOYS cd inside.
den i was lyk ?!?!?!

hmm... basically bit more adapted to hc. e class oso not bad.
tokin to more ppl now.
therez's 2 newer ppl, mavis n hong li.
hong li is very funny. e way she tok.
den today we were pondering if mrs koh is pregnant.

PW is a stupid thing but anyway...
the passage we were analysing was on a deeper sense of happiness
it was partly bt buddhism too but ttz not e pt.
e last question was on our own definitions of happiness.
basically i tink itz ur personal contentment for stuff.
den Mrs Tan was saying
"i've got blah blah blah. so what? I'm in hwa chong n wearing the uniform. so what?"
i agree with e last part n i almost cried. again.

ran 2 rnds for pe today.
was dead tired, cld feel my stomach tightening.
chi lessons are pathetic anyway, only 5 ppl in total for e whole lvl.
n sin yee might haf to leave e class n take LEP!!!
haiz... den e mon lesson will be me n e teacher, one-on-one.
my chinese rocks *affirms*

joined taekwando today. the grading is this sunday.
n i gotta pay $69 tml. goodness.
but i suppose i lyk it so... persevere!
going to see asg next next mon n wed! muh-haha!
n i tink ms bambi damn got fate wif 19. *evil laughter*
ok i gotta mug, yes till june at least.

31 March
S65 is still ok. i juz dunno wat to say to my new classmates.
haha... morning was e council elections thing.
our class got e meatballs!
after tt, e whole class cept ying xia went kap.
we got caught... mrs tan was angry lah.
n tt mr pang is weird. he bought mac breakfast for himself while depriving us of food.
now everyone's gotta write essays.

1 April : April Fools
had a stupid GP test which i didnt understood e passages.
cldnt wait for lessons to end, rushed back to nj immediately wif slave.
he wanna pa tuo lah, i wanna see my frenz.
hee, den polar appeared on e bridge!
he was wearing aqua tee. *sobz*

toked a bit at e grand stand wif 4/1 peeps.
missed siamese quite a lot, tgs n slave was there too. + jin, me n polar.
den went bac to S21 classrm. was suppose to learn mass dance but ended up talking.
waited till 6+ for dance party. saw lao po too.
jin n i did crazy things lah.
we were quite obvious thou but who cares, really no chance le.
den she dared me to do sth. not exactly but... itz ok~
at first i juz stood there lyk a block of wood.
den suddenly e dj n e teacher played a prank on us, sayin tt e party has to end coz dey caught ppl drinking alcohol
n e teacher even took out a can of beer. den still say e neighbours complained bt us.
e vice-pres said e NJ OEI cheer n i wanted to cry.
suddenly ppl jumped out frm behind n yelled april fools!
yah, after tt i started dancing wif e rest. ha~ else i'll so regret it.
waited wif jin for e last mass dance.
first time i so enthu abt it, ok other than third day's lesson for first orientation.
shut up if u noe wat i'm talking abt! *luffz*

did a few yah cheers
next was e NJ OEI again.
i cried on e last line. cldnt help it.
wanted to go back so much n it sort of means tt i haf to go already.
e vice-pres said e commands n we sang national dream
we formed a line wif our hands over each other's shoulders.
i started crying again e moment we started singing.
den i was lying on lavi's shoulders. n i made jin cry.
went to find yc after e song, i made her cry too.

see? i'm e culprit! ha i made everyone cry. so influential.
jin n i went to find py n veron.
n veron cried too.
yc, jin n me were lying on tt huge mattress on e tracks.
e view frm nj is nice enuf but now i'm in some brown pastures.
on e way home, we complained again.
ha as always. but will try to lyk e new sch n fit in. hopefully soon.

2 april
was late for phy make-up!
coz i didnt bring my cosmetics box. see? i'm crazy!
rushed thru my prac n rushed to coro to get my uni altered.
rushed to westmall to meet asg! had swensens!
ooh, i luv e feeling of seeing old frenz =]
bambi came late. ai yo...
den we all had ice-cream there n tok cock.
jin n i had topless 5. den we were joking bt it.
dar was tokin bt some obscene topic. e rest had banana split.
yah our ice-cream all sound bian tai.
walked arnd westmall den bought this dogbone keychain =]

dar n i left first. rushed off to harbour front to meet pei!
ate pasta mania. damn fattening lah today.
den we complained a lot. pei abt nj n me bt hc
ha typical of humans. but we found out we haf this huge prob wif most ** girls.
is tt very obvious? i hope not. aha~
i juz wan to be some commoner but i'm in a sch where most are aiming for scholarships n wat haf we?
walked till 8pm den go home.
sooo tired! but fun. i lyk this kind of tiredness. at least i'm happy.
wee loon said sth clever finally. i luffed e most n am e happiest on fri n sat compared to e past few days
no offence to hc ppl. pei tinks tt 2nd intakers shdnt complain too much coz dey kick some 1st intakers out n shd be contented.
i tink so too. but i cant help it.