ehs, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! not much festive mood this yr but nevertheless, i ate enuf to make myself noe of its existence. bak gua, me fav vegetarian almond cookie frm lavender[a shop in msia], the wateva thing, choc n pistachios! yum yum~

i haf nth much to say.
oh u haf a fat face. lol!

wah my legs are breaking! haven jogged since mon actually but... went shopping wif nana(s) n sy after sch. saw so many ppl, esp rong mei who appeared arnd 4 times. den got some other nh ppl. sg is really small. why dun i see e one i wan to see? lol. lyk insulting those i saw today. oh n we saw this jnr couple. hahaha! anw, bought a black bracelet. quite nice =] wif a huge butterfly. shall wear it tml or sth. yay! but didnt get to find a nice denim skirt. 47kg... bleh!

today's plan... shall pack my rm today. die die muz pack today! muh-ha. too tired to tink bt wat i wan to type here.

oh thnx loads to M for finally bringing my present ysd. hahaha so funny. full of pikachu stuff + this african man handfone accessory. hahaha! xie la~ everyone who saw e present tot i'm a pokemon fanatic. esp pika's. oh man. n today's chem lec was disastrous! we were so irritating coz we repeated all e irritating stuff! bet it was very very noisy.

wed's trng is one of e best so far!! coz e j1s came so celestine took us for trng. wah!!! there was this part where u haf to kick head lvl frm one end to e other. we did lyk.. arnd 5 types of kicks. so shiok! very very tiring thou but it was good =] n the super tall guy was beside me. itz hardly possible my legs can reach his head thou. lol.

as a result, i'm having muscle aches now. crap. pe in e morning n tkd after sch. wed is lose-weight day. thurs xian was mad. he changed all syllabus to H so everything sounded odd n funny. den this wk hihan n i were tokin lyk pinkish mui mui(s) [he came up wif e term] lol. oh n e bui zai's new song : xi shui chang liu replaced wif *sings* impossible~ can we have another one? real dumb but so funny! hmm... angel mortal quite fun lah but my 6d angel dun wan write to me! forget it la, even better. else i so busy.

anw this korean movie called "the classic" is very nice =] sweet but quite sad at some parts. hehs. listening to the ost now, very nice woots! k, shall go do some work! den go jogging or sth.

i'm a procrastinator. terribly bad. i noe i muz do tutorial but i duno wat i'm doing here. so many things to do. tuition wasnt very gd either. she didnt noe wat to do, so did i. hmm... ahhh!! yes i haven lost any weight. n i cant believe i put did put on 5kg since last yr. this is so scary! but doesnt seem lyk it, maybe really muscles. *self-denial* ok i'll try to stop acting lyk this is some huge problem but it is a problem. i tink i juz get mental at night becoz itz only at this time tt i tink bt all these things n i neglect my work totally. right, letz move on to some other more impt issues.

i haf to...
- read gp articles
- finish alkanes, alkenes n arenes. [impossible~]
- finish integration 3.
- start studying physics.

as if i'm going to do any of it. but i'll try. promise. hmmm... so today's topic is... why do every[almost] women tink shez fat? i haf no idea. females are juz weird. first, dey'll tell u u're not fat. den dey complain tt dey demselves are fat when dey can possibly be lighter than u. maybe dey cant bare to hurt ur feelings n tell e truth, maybe all of us are juz nutcases. ok not every lah. a more impt topic is... why do ppl study n lie abt it? i haf no idea why?! maybe dey dun wan to stress u or make u tink dey are nerds, maybe dey are juz afraid u'll start becoming a nerd n outdo them.

i duno wat i'm talking abt. so bloody stressed!! why i not doing chem tutorial now!? *slaps* oh but exile is exciting. cant wait man. n this sat going genki again! woots. but dun feel lyk eating liao la. aiyo but i need to buy stuff too. bye ppl. i'm a philosopher. joking~

wah can hear e thunder. weather turned cold again n i'm coughing lyk xiao. can hear my own breathing. ahhh~ the worst thing is i'm ok after a gd night's slp but at night, it starts all over again. bleh~

today was cca exhibition so we all ended at 12pm. woots. well everything was going fine[cept me having a headache + uncomfortable stomach] until this *gs girl came. T-M-D~! i bloody hate her. she was asking me stuff bt tkd in this superior tone. i was fine wif tt until she asked bt some black belt stuff which i didnt noe. so i said i wasnt sure. guess wat? she totally pissed me off [+ humilated me] wif "are u a white belt?" den i gave her this shocked face n showed her my belt n she left. this is freaking humilating and insulting k. shez some fucking j1 who may not even get to stay in hci[which i hope she gets kicked out n cry for mths bt it] n she dares to say tt to me. i'm so bloody pissed. i duno why i am but who the hell she tink she was? oh anw descriptions of her : typical look tt most [blind] guys will fall for and bloody skinny lyk a bamboo stick. looks innocent if she doesnt speak wif tt superiority. oh n i found out her class. having read the above n u kind of fit all of e above[cept me coughing], den... hi bitch! letz pray we dun see each other ANYMORE. else i duno watz going to come blabbering out of my mouth.

hmm... if u noe me den u shd noe i dun lyk vulgarities. oh nvm. *acts bimbotic* right, vent my anger n shall be off to do my tonnes of hw.

nana, u die! dun believe i sick. *stares at e disgusting pile of tissue paper in front of me* in my bro's com anw. haha. wah, today so tired n itz so cold. i wld haf loved this weather usually but my nose is abt to drop off frm excessive sneezing. was almost late for sch so i walked ultimately fast frm nj bus stop to e assembly area. feet hurt so much! *sobz*

was rushing chem n chi bk review last nite. bleh. loads more chi to be done tonite. ling, we seriously deserve a day off today. today shd be made public holi den we get a long wkend too *big grins* fantasizing wif yings now. shez so bian tai. ok take away e f word. haha~ this entry sounds bian tai too. KIDDING~ i'm not tokin sense today. tink i answered ppl stupid stuff instead of sth proper. headache la~ cant blame me. oh but itz so gd to see e rain. maybe dey shd rain on wed morning. make me happy pls.

ahh forgot to tok bt ysd. had e fastest grading ever in e morning den went cityhall to get pay + try e sushi buffet wif cow. quite nice n we ate so bloody much. since we noe e chef, we get some sushi w/o rice. so we can eat MORE! woots. shopping was gd, bought this lovely black polo. yay~ ice lemon tee guy is gone. lol but he isnt tt fantastic so dun bother. i lyk e shop near e entrance, combination of samuel&kevin, baleno n others. tink i saw this shop concept thing in hong kong. real nice. n i lyk those clothes but muz control a bit.

its time we do some work =]

i thought i was tired. but i cldnt slp. ok, no vulgarities/swearing/cursing i promise. when i cant slp at night, i start thinking abt A LOT of things. like school, me, ppl arnd... school is just like why am i so stupid now and stuff. me is why i'm so *censored* fat and not disciplined. i hate 2005. seriously bad. i cried, turned stupid and became fat. i think all these[pessimism] are juz effects of not being able to sleep. so i only get depressed at night about myself. and in the morning, u see me binging and slacking again. unhealthy leh this. someone save me!!!!

anw i need to finish chinese and chem hw tml. then i'll have to challenge gp. i'm mental. oh ya, was watching exorcist : the beginning i didnt dare watch so went to bathe. haha. hmmm, i was tinking which is scarier : a ghost/spirit/anything else that haunts and scares the hell out of u or someone who seems close to you but scares the same hell out of u too? dun take the hell as a swear word. i dont have an ans myself. am somewhat timid. haha!

deleted the inferior entry. a blog shd be inspirational. *luffz* oh, i tink i'm getting vulgar. wanted to type luff my a** off. anw, sch is quite alrite. dr lim did try to help us get earlier times off sch but i tink itz quite impossible. maybe e sch hates our class. but hez really nice to have bothered =] juz hope dun haf chi lessons tt end at 4.30 or sth. i will die! anyway, lessons are quite boring. maybe coz i'm freaking tired. falling aslp everywhere. all teachers change cept phy. why oh why?

after chi, kalai, sin yee n me were looking at the j1s. so funny, we're lyk some perv old women. den kalai was going crazy over her swai/cute guy. hahaha, not bad this batch. i'm happy. first wk of sch is CRAZY! i shall finish all hw by sunday, serious!

it is 1:27am, suppose to report in another 6hrs. bloody, i cld barely fall aslp for the past 1 n half hrs. freak the insomnia. maybe itz not insomnia, itz juz me tinking too much. hmm meanwhile, letz be a little bit more productive on the 3rd day of new yr : old cock typical resolutions
i. i wan to lose weight by cny. u dun see the fats doesnt mean dey dun exist. target is 4-5kg.
ii. pay attention during lectures.
iii. finish tutorials by the end of e wk.
iv. be a little nicer and compassionate and kind and...

i duno what else to say. itz all bt me n me n me in e end. so selfish. i duno why am i so disgusting now. no discipline at all. bleh~ half more hr till i can maybe fall aslp. anyway i'm looking for binocular's maybe you're gone. if u haf e song, send me ty.

this is a self-discriminating entry. i lack sleep. oh, sudddenly feels like lin jian dong played by takeshi in perhaps love. haha, he cant slp n he takes his pills n start typing the same words on his com. hez more nuts. but so swai. ok i shall go back lying there and ponder about my life. lol.

stupid resolutions.

happy new year! was helping out at boonlay countdown n saw the truth of singaporeans. e kiasu ones. quite scary n we were so busy la. anyway almost all the volunteers frm rj. hmmm...heng got geri =] the countdown wasnt very fun but jin muz haf been mad over ox. haha! me went home before 12 but i was walking on e streets till it was 12.30 hahaha! was so tired frm throwing apples into goodiebags and picking them up from the floor. backache *ouch*

finally bad, disgusting, pathetic 2005's gone! i tink it has my happiest + saddest n luckiest moments. sounds odd. i tink i kind of changed. really sorry if i was irritating/bad-tempered. but if u're annoyed den too bad la. hmm, thnx loads to the crabs & exile for all the fun while we dine. bui zai(s), nana(s), bao bei'r n a.s.g. for so much fun in sch, both schs. oh n dwarfs for all those 3-8 outings we had. tink we pissed all passers-by wif our horrifying laughter. ms yeo trained us well. *luffz* other than tt, i realise f3 n slave are my true frenz coz dey sat wif me in e canteen thou i was crying then laughing then both. tink i looked scary n VERY crazy but dey still sat there. ah fang/pathetic fren for being there always. crying and laughing. fei jie for crying together n complaining foreva wif me. cow n [gay]fren for all e fun in workplace. ah gong for listening to my blabberings. e lib ppl[ying, ling, sm n qi-kok + rare appearance by benben] for motivation n food! last but not least, the [supposedly] bimbo club + da jie for being ever so nice[lyk rmbing my bday ha] muacks ppl!