failed gp AGAIN. this is very disappointing and discouraging. i tried my best alr n i did everyth i cld rmb, all cept rephrasing the question. LIFE SUCKS.
maths is quite weird. i tot paper 1 was relatively a lot easier but e diff btwn my papers was only 1 mark. in fact i did a lot better for paper 2 than i tot i would. whats going on?
i'm not downright depressed and on the verge of dying, juz very disappointed wif myself and i dun dare to face a lvls. after sending diu home, i was suddenly tinking of what happens if i come back next yr wif a load of disgusting results. i wonder if i'll just sit there n cry and then everything's gg to be alright or will i suffer for my whole life. coz if i cant even get an A n pass my gp, i can forget abt uni. then my mum is gg to end my life for me.
maybe i shdnt be listening to the ultra sad shinhwa song now but its so nice. i cant figure out which is dongwan's voice thou, still it breaks my heart. LOL! anw, if you are looking for the most patient ppl on earth, visit this site
I LOVE MY LIFE AND I ASPIRE TO GET AT LEAST 3As with a pass in GP. I LOVE GP
OH SO MUCH!
-looney T.
ooohhh YAY! prelims finally over. theres still maths s but tt doesnt matter much *big grins*
anw, here's my agonising experience...
i have this absolute music lover staying right below my rm. ALMOST everynight, he[assuming tts a HE] shares his lovely music wif me. this lasted for years and his habit is really weird. it only starts after 9 or 10pm where we all know we should all reduce noise pollution after 10.30pm. once, i was studying and he ONLY started blasting songs at 1am... its actually NOT very loud but juz enuf for me to hear. i rmb back in o lvls, i was cursing him coz i cldnt slp at night. eventually, all these yrs of torture has led to slight insomnia BUT this incident made me really thankful and appreciate my FREAKING LOUD voice. on the eve of XXX paper, i was trying VERY VERY hard to slp. i felt damn irritated + stress. previous nights i was screaming in my bed. that night i screamed again. useless. i went out to e living rm n found e windows of e rm below mine open. MUST BE THAT GUY! ended up i tot i shd be a nice neighbour n went back to slp but... really torturous. i went to my bro's rm n asked if i shd
i) paste notices/warning letters in e lift the next day
ii) go down stairs n knock on their door.
iii) scream frm e window.
being nice, he went to e living rm wif me n listened to e music. den we swayed wif e music n sang along.
RUBBISH! i cldnt take it, i asked him if i cld juz call out to tt person. he said anyth so i...
BAI CHI AH! GUAN XIAO SHENG YI DIAN!!!
gawd, there was even an echo. my mum rushed out n asked wat happened. haha. since then, the music stopped. i'm so thankful for my peaceful nights now. =]
yay, prelims are over~~~~~~~~~
good evening everyone. this is mr brown and mr miyagi.
kidding. anw the podcast on mai hum is freaking hilarious.
ANYWAY...
I AM VERY PISSED NOW! i went to bed at 11pm n its now 12:19am. WHY did i toss n turn in bed n still cldnt slp?
maybe coz i took a nap juz now BUT... i have this lovely neighbour who's been providing me free music/lullabies. i dun really noe wat time this lovely dj starts working coz u cant really hear it when u're doing stuff n listening to ur own music. n its e most audible only in my rm when its all quiet n dark. no its not some ghost or wat coz my bro heard it too but its really very faint.
the most LI PU case is once i stayed up pretty late n e dj was late for work, music station started at arnd... 1am. can u believe it? i tot by law after 10.30 shd be hush hush alr? even e gov radio djs noe how to shut up at lyk 2am! this hardworking fella starts at 1! i duno how long it lasted, i was too tired to be bothered tt night/morning. this really thoughtful service started since 2004. or maybe earlier but if there arent exams or anyth impt, i dun really need tt quality slp tt badly. freaking idiotic! if only i noe which apartment it came frm, i'll juz storm up there n blast music in tt idiot's ear till he goes deaf. or i can personally burst e ear drums, juz use some stick n anyhow poke!!! ASS HOLE!
back to teachers day celebrations. bought a cake for chi teachers frm awfully chocolate
not bad quite nice. s65 only got some ppl go bac. didnt give e teachers presents personally lah. but me diu n zee go watch e concert. quite funny lor, e "host"[teacher] is sooo cool. he can sing, talk/host, act... how pro! shdnt be teacher, waste his talents. went bac nh. shd haf given e teachers some cards lah. hai... i miss pandian... bleh... i'll get 4As. HAHAHA!