Thursday, January 31, 2008 // 6:14:00 PM
oh man very stress but for the money, i guess its worth it.
may everyth be smooth sailing. tml got jap test, AGAIN!!!!
its damn exciting to think that we may one day get to go there on exchange.
i'll go gaga everywhere i go. lol.
8 more mins till its my shift... and counting. $21. $21. $21. earned another $2 jus now but theres this girl more despo than me. lol. i tink i'll be rich someday. i can see it in myself. HAHAHAHA!
200 lectures are always stressful, it seems easy to understand but difficult to apply.
i wonder if ringo feels irritated haha.
but his laughter is REALLY funneh.
i hope the lib auntie wun be nasty to me today.
and now im in the 200 tut room ALONE. wahahaha! another gd zi bi corner, comes wif air-con somemore. so why isnt the place like closed since nobody's using?
to think we did global warming...
anyway mark, its REALLY ok. 4% only. ok he wun be reading this thou.
i am getting impatient so im typing rubbish becos it is on thursdays when i really XIANG JIA.
feel like singing 'jia' now.
wo de jiaaa, shou cang...
ntu made me like my hse a lot more. like im now back to the time when i went for tuition alone with other ppl i duno, except one fren and i actually burst into tears during the first lesson. cos i was soooo scared. anw i tink i quit after a few lessons. hahaha. but i bet i freaked all e others kids n the teacher out. ok its abt time i leave...
guess what im doing on valentines day.
HAHAHAHA.
JIN I LOVE YOU! you have sexy voice. i like!
HAHAHA.
Endless memories,
too many to count.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 // 7:46:00 PM
ok i conclude im a lucky girl so im not gg to ask for anyth else, i just want my family to stay healthy n happy.
another wk's gg to pass AGAIN. this is scary.
i got myself a tuition assignment.
may i get back my original rate. at most i give $3 discount.
yeah im money minded. who cares.
i spent $14 last night on a magazine. may i figure out the words one day.
it was fun shopping wif joy! im gg to act 'sweet' from now on. just shut up and sit in a corner and smile. hahahaha.
hmm i duno what to say. ni ba liang xin dang gou fei.
Endless memories,
too many to count.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 // 9:15:00 PM
very irritable these days.
somethings you feel this way but you cant say it.
hmm... if there are x no of ppl, after several yrs, it shd still be x no of ppl. else nth's the same anymore. its just like energy changing members. they are not the same anymore.
i dont want to study alr la... so xian. uber xian. if only everyday's a holiday and all i need to learn is japanese and then i can watch all the japanese shows i want. haha. im a loser.
and im finally getting sick of kat-tun songs. i duno how many days has it been but today i didnt listen to them on the way to school. haha. felt more like vomitting.
im growing fat. i mean ive alr grown fat. sucks.
need to do 200 tut. tml is a loooonng day.
may it be good.
Endless memories,
too many to count.
Sunday, January 20, 2008 // 10:08:00 PM
KARMA.
my karma took the greatest dip this week.
i am so so so so so sorry to my bro. he won't read this but I AM REALLY SORRY.
i feel like dying now. OMG!!!!
i believe i will get my retribution but i hope he gets whatever he wants next semester.
or if hes gg for industrial attachment, i hope he gets whatever he wants the semester after and a good company for his attachment. OMG!
i suck. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
this week REALLY sucks.
what have i done?
Endless memories,
too many to count.
Saturday, January 19, 2008 // 1:25:00 PM
i am NOT happy this week. SUSAN IS VERY BUSY! REALLY BUSY! and tired. freak...
i have to learn to say no. and not succumb to ppl's influence/persuasion. it sucks. and even if ppl are nice but i dun feel like gg, i really shdnt. i just hope today passes peacefully. my brain is gg to explode. i wasted time n money.
can someone invent some drug to help improve my mum's process of thought?
do i look like i can fit into my dress tt i wore when i was prob 12 yr-old? even if i can, do u tink i dare to wear it out?!
this wk... i was only happy on wednesday. ok fri's tut was good. but fri's jap was scarrrry.
it teaches us not to assume ppl are nice when they speak to you in a nice and gentle way.
15 minutes. i'll remember that.
my mind is sooo messy now. there're so many things bothering me but i cant calm down to sort them out. this is very bad. and i gotta decide which elective i wanna take.
my eyes are so tired.
Endless memories,
too many to count.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 // 3:07:00 PM
i got the library job! one more wk of trng den im off alone.
wooooo. zi bi job for zi bi person. haha. very happy now cos i was supposed to go at 4.30 but its changed to 6.30!!! woooooo.
i'm happy =]
1 more day of sch, then swimming then its my wkend!!! i dread sch this sem man. no idea why.
maybe cos im fatter. HAHAHAHAHA.
lugged 2 tbs home, SO HEAVY CAN! and really expensive this time. omg.
this is very bad. ok heres my new yr resolution..
whitening ; be early ; save money.
i want to go hong kong, japan, taiwan and thailand. ok thailand not so bad.
went back to meet colleagues for lunch. quite nice. heh.
ive been listening to kat-tun for... 128739752 hrs. this is madness. STOP STOP STOP!
ok im gg to WATCH cartoon kat-tun den bathe den go find my beloved library. oh yeah.
i hope school will be great tml. i wanna see mise xclusive!!
n may my ulcer heal. its been too damn long im getting pissed.
oh i 'relaxed' my hair. bahhhhhh... i dun look drastically different so haha.
Endless memories,
too many to count.
Sunday, January 06, 2008 // 12:32:00 AM
keep gg out and school's starting!!! kat-tun is very addictive. sucks.
anw... happy birthday to chuan min! the chocolate banana cake almost killed me and i hate those women beside. YUCKS! what's their problem man? we always meet these kind of people.
i finally saw giu this hols. when are u coming for bibimbap?
i need to sing one more kbox. please please. oh i got the library job but theres 2 trng sessions on tues n wed. WHY!!!!! n wed is till 9.30. OMG! totally bad. well hope its a easy peasy lemon squeezy[quotes from m's kids. haha not her kids but her kids] job. and i got japanese!!! sooo happy!!! akanishi jin, im coming. hahaha.
Endless memories,
too many to count.
Friday, January 04, 2008 // 2:35:00 AM
whatever happened to those clocks... anw ive been watching cartoon kat-tun. hilarious show. and heres sth they tried. this is mine! but i realise its not very accurate for me cos... 彦 in japanese is used for guys. i dont know if its a strict rule but yea, IVE ONLY SEEN IN GUYS' NAMES! tt explains it, why im like that. hahaha. and apparently, they dont recognise my 婷. hahaha!
黄 彦婷の脳内
damn funny, they call this guy hypocrite cos his justice is only on the surface. lol.
田中 聖の脳内
Endless memories,
too many to count.