i finished ANEGO! still left special episode part 2 but heck, can finish tonight. THEN I WILL START STUDYING! when will i ever stop procrastinating? anyway the show can be boring but still quite nice and funny. jin~~ so sweet. hana-taberu

anyway, im supposed to be working now. but its holiday! *inifinite imagination* wah tmd xian. its term break leh. and ok tonight i will finish HP200 Lec 2 and 3. HOPEFULLY. jia you jia you and may i get to swim tomorrow. tomorrow is a busy day!! i want to go shopping. i need more long tops. cover my fat upper/inner thighs. HAHAHAHA. like anyone knows what im saying. ciao.

-ちゃんへ

なんで-ちゃんは、俺の事を好きになってくれないんだろう？
なんで-ちゃんは、田中 聖のギャグで笑ってるのだろう？
もうやめて欲しい・・・。
もっと俺と話をして欲しい、俺の事を見てほしいんだ。
確かに俺は自分勝手、-ちゃんの事をあまり考えてないかもしれない。
でも、いつも俺は応援してるんだよ。
-ちゃんの事を一番に考えてるんだよ。
-ちゃんに俺は映ってる？
田中 聖、田口 淳之介ばかり見てないでもっと俺を見て欲しいんだ！

ムリだったら言って欲しい。
そうしてくれたら諦めることができるから。
じゃないと、-ちゃんの事ばかり考えて、-ちゃんの事ばかり見つめちゃって・・・
もっともっと好きになってしまうから。
俺がＴＢＳに行った時、t1n9ちゃんの事ばかり考えて何も手に付かないのを知ってる？
今度会う時は少しでも話がしたい。

お願いだ・・・
赤西 仁を好きになってください。

go here if you wanna try it out.
go there for translations.
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this is super amusing! amanda's findings. haha. if only theres really like a japanese major in singapore. oh gosh, i tink we'll go CRAZY. like really. anw i like e last line. hohoho. and no, u're mistaken. i haven been looking at taguchi n koki, except when e latter kicked e former. HAHAHAHA.

eh my mailbox is faulty, i cant open it n theres like more than 20 mails alr. crap... and my black nail polish is coming off. shd i wash them away or re-paint. i want to be gothic. its pmessy time. but i have a few meaningful nice quotes today. check it out, chyo~

> they are becoming a habit. bad habits that i wan to rid off from my life.
> there has to be other victims of hello panda in boon lay. its all out of stock!

blogging is seriously a waste of time because... it doesn't help to improve grades so im gg to merge the 2 of them. i shall be using japanese and following the APA format. HAHAHA. sounds disgusting right.

first day of term break and theres japanese make-up lesson in the early morning. yay im late again. who hates taking bus 179 and 199?
anw, jap's getting harder. ysd time alone drove me mad. today theres just more time and day.
皆さん、れんしゅします！
minnasan, renshushimasu!
(everybody, lets practise!)

すみません。今何時ですか？午前一時半です。
sumimasen. ima nanji desuka? gozen ichi ji han desu.
(excuse me, what time is it now? its 1.30am.)
今日は何曜日ですか？日曜日です。
kyou wa nan youbi desuka? nichi youbi desu.
(what day is it today? its sunday.)

昨日の朝　日本語の授業は　何時から、何時までですか？11時から、12時半までです。
kinou no asa nihongo no jyugo wa nanji kara, nanji made desu ka?
juichi ji kara, juni ji han made desu.
(what time did japanese class start yesterday morning? what time was it until?
11 to 12.30.)
大変ですね。全然大丈夫です。日本語　が　好きです。
taihen desu ne. zenzen daijyoubu desu. nihongo ga suki desu.
(that's tough on you. it's completely alright. i like japanese.)
じゃ、木村拓哉[さん]と赤西仁[さん]と生田斗眞[さん]　が　大好きです。私は‘花－食べる’です。
jya, kimura takuya [san] to akanishi jin to ikuta toma ga daisuki desu.
watashi wa 'hana-taberu' desu.
(well, i SUPER like [mr] kimura takuya, akanishi jin and ikuta toma.
i am [THIS IS CLASSIC PEOPLE] flower-eat/花痴.)

朝　何時に　起きますか？午後１２じ に　起きます。
asa nanji ni okimasuka? gogo juni ji ni okimasu.
(what time will you wake up in the morning? 12pm.)
今 何時に 寝ますか？2時 に 寝ます。
ima nanji ni nemasuka? ni ji ni nemasu.
(what time are you going to sleep? 2am.)

ok some translations are bad because... and some of my grammar are wrong because... HARHAR. anyway im not sure bt the last 2 questions. i dont think anyone bothers anyway so HARHAR. and its me talking to myself again. i miss the HARHAR(s). how have you people been?

OK TIME TO SLEEP! got tuition tomorrow! then im gg to visit kinokuniya~ oh but first i gotta finish 203 results draft. i hope i wun drive mark mad. HAHA and apparently hes frens wif wu zun. LOL!

i finally got all the scholarship thing done. i am so happy but my essay #2 is BAD. its just slip short work. bahhh. may i get BIG MONEH BIG MONEH [wheel of fortune] because i paid $36.25 for postage. gosh. and now ive got a tracking number. how great. it was suppose to cost $3.90 + $2-sth. the great procrastinator at work. she strikes again! ok im yawning. that is a serious sign of TIREDNESS. i napped today, shiok. but not so shiok cos i woke up fearing i may not slp tonite if i cont. this is one bad entry im sorry people. 3 consecutive days of 4 hrs of slp is this bad.

much thanks to Jit Neng, Holy, Pandian and Sia. hohoho.

203 quiz was a breeze. HAHAHA. and now im studying for my fav digital lifestyle! gosh i jus finished my first chpt n now i have like 1 hour left. wii~~~~

i feel nuar again and im sitting on a sang-ngek chair. sucks can. feels uncomfortable. how do ppl sit until e chair gets sang-ngek? ok i shall be guai n study hard. DEAN'S LIST!

heres to TOMA! looking good, baby.
ike ike go go, ore go go!

*updates - i forgot to credit the photos. they're taken from various sites so ive totally lost track of the urls and people who uploaded/scan/made them. very sorry. but i thank you.

Jin, can I marry you?
- lols.

yoi otoshi o!
chainisu nu ya omedeto gozaimasu!
lol. alright, lets talk about the past 2 days : im trying to cut my tummy. HAHAHA! irrelevant. had dinner @ grandma's as usual. im partly glad its forever steamboat cos im totally incapable of bingeing. sneaked over to auntie mama's and played mahjong.
today's bai nian-ing wasnt tt bad at the start. until you go back to the same place, get stuck in tt corner, have totally nth to do, nowhere to go and nth to talk about. everyone just stares at the terebi. alright, some ppl are more sociable so they laugh and talk about wassup lately. then my little cousin went hyper but apparently everyone likes her. she isnt afraid of strangers[unlike me hahaha]. tts good, in a way. shes quite cute anw, so she kept trying to tickle me. ok she succeeded once. then she went to disturb my dad when hes napping. he obviously woke up but he jus kept his eyes shut and smiled. it was nice yet nostalgic seeing this. i just thought abt myself when i was young and he probably had tt expression when he was playing with me and making me laugh all the time. now we're kind of distanced, not that we're not on good terms but just that we don't know what to say. i think hes so nice to me all along. my mum too[yes i know i have been complaining abt her]. n i realise i cant be playing with them like my cousin becos im not a kid anymore. and they're getting older too. WHY??? its so scary thinking about it,
so afraid of the day they would[mdm sia said WOULD isnt 100%, WILL is. im still gd, aint i?] ----- me. CHOI!
they WILL stay healthy and happy =]

theres this episode on my cowardice. at that moment i really didnt know what to do. i wanted to confess but it felt SERIOUSLY intimidating becos its a kind of chinese tradition so the consequence may be unimaginable. i kept asking myself it this is the right time, at a particular moment, it seemed right but i missed it and then the scary part comes so its like a completely wrong timing. REALLY BAD! ended up i just remained silent. and then i started wondering if anyone saw, if they did[i suspected my bro], will they hate me? things got more and more confusing. i kind of hated myself for being cowardly. cos i remembered i promised myself to always be honest[it has got to do wif my dad]. my mind was just full of 'its my fault so i'll take all the bad luck'. i was thinking of not keeping all my ang bao money. until in the car, my dad n bro analysed. i finally confessed, my mum had that ULTRA SUPER SHOCKED KAN CHIONG FACE she always has when things like that happen, cos all she can think about is, yes its ur fault. but ok my bro confessed too. HAHAHAHA! so it wasnt really me, it was just the timing too. but still yes i tink its partly me. then my dad insisted its not me too. see, hes just so super nice to me. so yeah i feel kind of better. and then i thought, maybe my cowardice saved me this time. or else can you imagine what could have happened?

long entry hur. anyway, the amazing thing about internet and msn is, someone wishes u happy cny n u reply back with a smiley when in fact, you're actually tearing. im sorry for this emo post on new yr day.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! may this be a great year =] for most of us, esp the people i like. becos for the rest, i cant possibly care. i dun have time and if i dun like u cos u dun like me, then it wld probably mean that when u're having a good time, im not. OK I SOUND SUPER BAD but sorry im not angelic. have a great valentines to come too =]

=add ons= 2 guys 2 girls kbox. im sorry sam.
we had a fun time but we're all losing our voices haha. the seafood roll was good thou. anw me n sam faked as students. HAHAHAHA! n sir just kept choosing the weirdest songs ever. so super funny can! n i tink army made him a bit... slow in reacting. he seemed kind of blur and innocent n slow suddenly. LOL. bro lost his voice, sam jus wanted to see mei mei(s) dressed nicely in pretty mvs.

another disgusting thing. tmd why is it ALWAYS me?! after wearing uncomfortable outfit for ONE WHOLE DAY, sitting there stoning like my brain was completely shut off[other than e nostalgia], eating rubbish but i didnt eat a lot this yr, i happily came home, changed into comfortable hc pe shirt, happily munching my fav goodies... then i reached for bangawan solo's pistachio cookies. i was looking for e start of e skotch tape den hmm how come its sth hard, then i looked, damn this black familiar slimy thing is at the side of the container. FREAK SHIT! ok i guess as ppl grow older, our rxn do get slower. i use to immediately jus freak out n scream n escape 100m away frm e crime scene within 5 sec but this time, MY COGNITION GOES LIKE THIS
i looked, ok this looks familiar, i kind of feel disgusted, but no i cant jus throw the container away it contains cookies, e thing may break n i'll make a mess n i'll have to clean the floor n my mum will be pissed, ok time to scream, get everybody's attention, then i ran a bit n jumped over my bro's legs n got to the other end of the living room[my hse isnt big thou], feels kind of save, ok time to drop the disgusting container wif e super nice cookies.
so dad ask me where? n i tell him where n he slaps e sofa, nth comes out, ok assured its gone but i still refuse to go back there to sit. i sat in e far end of e sofa n tried to calm down. then my dad asked wheres the container as my bro ans n has a gd luff. i looked at the cookies, no more! NO MORE! and ok, i duno wat they said but i jus seriously shuddered and decided to take a bath. DISGUSTING OK! can ALL lizards just GET OUT OF MY SIGHT N TOUCH N WATEVA SENSES I HAVE!??!?!

another weird thing. i heard my neighbour slam the door, next i saw the ikea measuring tape i hung on my cupboard move. tmd, i tot there was a lizard. i hit e box n e cupboard, nth came out. how the hell it moved? so i tore it up n its not in my dustbin.

ok im quite good at crapping. im so impressed with what i said today. but partly its cos of good karma. heehee. anyway, 3 down. last one. mdm sia reply me pls.
im STILL listening to kat-tun can u believe it. didnt tink i'll go so mad but cartoon kat-tun is def worth watching. freaking hilarious. like x-man yeah.

FRIDAY I WENT MAD! jap was seriously boring this time. its like u keep repeating
kore wa A-san no kaban desu ka?
hai, sore wa A-san no kaban desu.
iie, sore wa A-san no kaban DEWA arimasen. B-san no kaban desu.
and u permutate n combinate a bit but theres constant repeating of 'dewa arimasen'. SUUUUUUPER longwinded. my jaw almost got stuck.
mr kenneth ong is funny. n i tink he makes an effort to make his lessons interesting. like for the first half of the tut, [this is my guess] he'll do sth else n make us luff or haf fun. then the second half he follows the syllabus. but its still fun. its like, cos he isnt stern n strict n pulls a long face so u dun feel so stress. i tink i'll jus shiver, shudder, stutter in b's class. oh is tt erm... parallel? haha i cant rmb. reuben was super funny too!! we discussed the article but our grp was jus talking rubbish n abt sissys. so we went on to hairdressers n designers n reuben joined in LOL. den he said hes korean, i duno if its true but it was seriously super funny. or at least i was gg mad so i luffed like crazily. then he said dey'll run frm north to south den i added, to wash ppl's hair? ok cos tts wat the sissy barbers did to him. lol. but i tink i got joy gg mad too. hahaha oops.

ok on to rongy's! kenji, im coming!