today i am quite happy, other than my stomach feeling weird and making me feel tmd moody and pissed off now. its not just the oil, tabesco and cream's fault but also, ntu.edu.sg/studentlink/STARSPLANNER. anyway, i met up with 2 funny people today and its nice seeing you guys after such a looooonnnngggg time. i think we had a good laugh, esp when our special guest appeared out of nowhere. thnx loads to the bday boy for treating haha. may we meet up soon ok, not 1 year later. hahaha. may everybody stay happy =]
i feel cheated again. i finally asked for a pay rise and i got what i discussed with her the other time but... i realise i could have just ask for the normal rate within that area but she gave another good reason of introducing me more jobs which i realise i'll drop when school starts because she lied to me! apparently, while settling the price, the travelling time from her house is 10~15mins. now that its settled and they're moving, it turns out to be 30 or MORE minutes. anyone heard abt my MORE THAN and LESS THAN story yet? tmd it was like speech and drama class more than maths. so by right, i shd have asked for more isnt it? damn... why am i so gullible? one good lesson learnt : its always good to be selfish. who cares about other people since they don't care about you?
i realise im a very pessimistic person. whatsmore, im always complaining in this place. CAN YOU PLEASE STOP?
watched sweeney todd! sadly, its such a boring, sadistic[ok i dont mind this] musical. its boring because they kept singing songs that werent nice. it wasnt like moulin rouge or corpse bride. there were only a few songs in btwn that seemed to have more impact. however, theres this funny part. i like the chair he made, i tot its quite smart and efficient and handy. haha. ok im so psyhotic. blood was def very fake but i guess theres a purpose. if not, the show's gonna be rated G = GORY. haha. sad ending thou, i cant believe he killed *spoiler* [hence i shant say].
piano's moving really slowly. haven touched tt teach-urself-japanese bk for ages. cant be bothered to mark tuition work. im back to the ultimate slacking stage and i wake up at 12pm almost everyday, stimes even later. i barely see my family for 4 hrs a day. GOSH.
what if one day you start hating youself?
watching prodai now! highly recommended by uncle luah, most of u prob dont know who this person is haha. burnt by amanda. heh, finished 1 disc, last one to go! its not bad. but at the end of every episode u go 'urgh, damn.'
so i was thinking... sometimes i really dislike japanese shows. they make things seem so noble and we all know its rather impractical but the worst part is that they make you believe it is possible. maybe im gullible la hur. im gg back to drama marathon.
do you know how difficult it is to control laughter? ysd i saw this grp of boys and zomg all of them[except 2] wore red skinnys. it was tmd funny. i dont know how to say it but from the moment i spotted them, i tried very hard not to LAUGh. in the end i kind of tou xiao
weird things just keep happening to me. today, this dude sat beside me on the bus. he had a indian fren sitting in front. i didnt dare to look at him at first but i jus assumed hes indian too.. until, i heard some noise n i tot it was my fone ringing[i was listening to mp3] so i checked, nope not me. its tt dude beside, blasting chinese songs from his hp. so hes chinese but i never knew chinese songs are so hip among youngsters[ok tt makes me sound very old] ok? i thought ppl didnt like chinese. i tot it was more hip to listen to erm... 50cents, justin timberlake... im so bad i cant even name the newer artistes ok. im stuck in my own fantasy world of japan. korea comes in for a fight once in a while. taiwan rarely but they do have a chance. oh i like sun yan zi n lin jun jie's songs =] HAHAHA. ok back to little mr deaf. i got kind of pissed cos the song i was listening to was on repeat mode cos i super love it today for some reason but i cldnt hear it clearly n i kind of felt like his speakers were directed at me. the first song was nice, a duet. the next few i didnt know cos i blasted music into my ears BUT I CLD STILL HEAR HIM. finally i gave in but i had REALLY wanted to ask him 'hey, do you need earphones?' NICELY, u know my zhao pai sweet smile lol. but it'll sound super sarcastic right? n hes got the typical pai kia look. in the end i listened to this pseudo-oldie. its pseudo cos i think its a recent song but it sounds really old, like those in the late 70s or early 80s. that kind of music arrangment. but im quite glad i didnt go crazy n ka jiao him becos his frens called to change the meeting venue and he went
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ji bai-ing and fcuking and whatever on the phone and to his friend in front afterwards.
anw im been missing the mainpt, he was wearing white skinnys.
whats with guys and skinnys these days? actually some ppl pull it off rather nicely. BUT NOT THOSE WITH MUSCULAR/NOT SO SKINNY LEGS. im not talking abt myself. haha. tts all, guys and skinnys for the day.
yesterday i saw myself in this mirror[nope i didnt jian gui] and i thought i was seriously crazy to think i need to go on a diet. i looked like i was 163~165cm, prob 45kg. thats how skinny ok, the hips look like 32 inches. and then i was quite happy with myself HARHAR but it was later confirmed that the mirror lies. it just makes ppl look skinner. LOL
so, what if all the mirrors in the world are made to make ppl look skinner? will there be lesser anorexics? will the skinny ppl want to eat more? but that may cause everyone else to grow fatter too. what should the world be like?
special sem is finally over! time to start my crazy drama/movies marathon. =]
i forgot to mention that im actually a pretty rich businesswoman. remember the AH TENG cafe? in fact, i own a restaurant too. anw im craving for the old hc egg tarts. not the ones they're selling now. damn but i dont know where to find. the auntie dont want to tell me. and sorry for being narcisstic haha
i saw my old file and i thought these quotes are nice =]
《不想长大》皮皮 著
上帝把每个死去的人，在坟墓前变成一样的，可我们的记忆中却留着他们的不同。
人，能不能往前活？
突然有一天，我醒过来，看到了希望。如果儿时的问题，得长大以后才能得到回答；那么长大以后的问题，就的老了以后才会有答案！到那时，会不会都太晚了。
can i complain about NTUC and the freaking squeezy JP? anyway, i finally understood the idea of influx of foreign talents. the reason why it just seems to be MORE and MORE[yeah, doesnt this reminds u of CHIPSMORE advertisment? in fact, even biscuits, tissue papers that comes with bonus - extra in amt] is becos the ppl in charge of this and those executing it, DONT HAVE TO SQUEEZE IN THE FREAKING NTUC LIKE THE REST OF US! imagine when my greedy stomach and piggy mouth suddenly yearns for some potato chips, i go to the SHU-POR-MA-KE-T to get them but usually i go home with nothing. BECAUSE IM NOT GG TO WAIT IN THE FRIGGING QUEUE FOR like 10~20 minutes just to buy A PACK OF CHIPS. ok, usually my greediness prompts me to buy a bit more but i dont get a basket because like the things im able to carry in my hands, the space in my basket is almost proportional to my tummy. i just have this habit to try everyth i see. if im holidaying and have nothing better to do, i dont really mind but most of the time, I MIND. but still, ntuc never have to fear closing down becos theres even influx of foreign purchase even if i dont go. whatsmore, the crazy rice sales these days sure guarantee loads of profit. my godma was saying that its rising crazily becos the kiasu kiasi sgreans are stocking up at home but if ppl dont get so paranoid, the prices cant increase. this is econs isnt it, demand and supply and i dont know whats that term for whatever i just said. damn, whats with them and the fear of no rice? females these days barely eat rice anw. isnt the LOW ON CARBO the healthy diet? oh that means i cant call them kiasi since eating too much rice is detrimental on our health too. doesnt this make a good GP essay? hahaha.
talking about GP... what shit. if its so useful, the world shd have lesser problems. when will the psych dept start making us write essays anw? they better let me practise soon becos my eng is like how bad. even my chinese is deteriorating. everyth is. bahhh. im gg to do my ko-le-an po-jack and presen-teh-shone.