this is another random thought. going by ancient standards, i would have very much failed as a female.
1. im tan[pronounce ten] going by the saying 一白遮三丑。
2. going by the foot fetish of bound feet, my enormous shoe size would have kept me single till i die.
3. i am NOT soft-spoken unless you're a stranger.
4. i dont wake up early. on a sidenote, theres sth all mothers' gg to love abt me, i slp late so i can do lots of housework. HAHAHAHA!

part 2 settled. woots. watching REAL FACE CONCERT now. i like FREEZE. when can i go over for a real, live show?
anw if you're thinking kat-tun sounds weird, wait till you hear abt KIS-MY-FT. i think its kiss my foot and if you think tts the funniest band name ever, wait till you see this - KIS-MY-FT.2. i have no idea who came up with this name.
at the rate im slping late, i think i just reduced my life span. i need a healthy lifestyle, starts tomorrow, as in the moment i wake up. better get going.

i really really really like japanese songs!! im listening to w-inds. Seventh Avenue now, quite nice! not everything's nice but some are really nice. lijia let me watched Rove and Elmo. suuuuper cute. both of them *blushes* even my guy frens think so too. ok they prob only found Elmo cute. but oh, elmo is so cute. esp when he lies onto rove. weets~

the other day i was watching yu le bai fen bai and for their KUSO section they featured CYRIL. hes really amazing man. maybe he knows real magic, i mean his illusions are CRAZY, if they are illusions that is. if its magic, i really have nth to say. best part is, they showed this dude who imitates cyril and he isnt 1% as irritating as that guy who imitated david blaine becos... [anw hes called ZERO cos cyril in jap is pronounced as se-ro] that dude is *drums roll* kimura takuya! my all time favourite/lover. watch this and you'll know what i mean. he acts so well.



oh so hot!! my favourite sissy =p


love the kids' reactions. too bad they took off all the subbed versions. in Captain Jack Sparrow vid, they play a game where they have to raise/drop the red/white flags according to instructions then he asked if they enjoyed his company and twice they answered NO! i dont know whats the 3rd question abt but sth abt 'whoever thinks so, raise their hands' and everyone did so prob, its sth similar. finally, you see kids pushing his head. sooo funny omg!

thats all for today.

im not like a big fan but im quite sure mr sugiato[sry if i spelt his name wrongly] is from indonesia. how come i saw this 日前在「星光大道」PK掉來自馬來西亞的潘嗣敬 ?? but the worst shock today was sth from the newspaper, it reads 法王亲到酒店， 21小时
i was seriously o_O i thought how come a monk can kiss anyone/anything all the way for 21hrs until he reaches the hotel!
[anw this news is about 梁朝伟and刘嘉玲's wedding and how the monk 'blesses' them with a son]
it shd be 亲自 or 亲临 not 亲到! damn, wats wrong with the newspapers stimes? can u imagine a monk kissing for 21 hrs? ok this is sooo disrespectful im sry.

finally library is over but im still out of the house everyday. its tuition. damn i really want to quit the one @ bp... if only i can speak korean fluently, so much easier. gimme some more luck and courage~ stimes i think i sound really money-minded but i really cant help it. there are so many reasons and im lazy to defend myself so im just plain money-minded, right lijia? i know you know me. haha.

2 days of camp isnt fun! barely played anyth and barely talked to anyone except the OGLs and SAs. its like seniors' camp for me haha. in btwn i have to meet a senior citizen too.

oh my gart. hes really very nice but i just cant stand it. my tone was obviously impatient even thou i kept a smile on my face. my tutee's mum sures gg to love me for that. hahaha. odd values we asians have sometimes.

i am so hardworking this holidays that ive not only done quite a few numbers of things listed down around the start of hols, the things ive done are CONSTRUCTIVE LEARNING. in fact im lagging behind on my to-be-watched list. anw i shd be sleeping but i saw these few phrases and i think they are good for you guys to learn. in case we run out of things to say when we meet up. nah, just kidding~ here goes!

１．食べ過ぎました。tabe sugimashita
ate too much
２．睡眠不足です。suimin busokudesu
you don't sleep enough
３．働きすぎです。 hatarakisugidesu
you worked too hard.

thank you~ haha.

today i worked extra and today, i made a song, as you know i always enjoy dedicating special songs to special people in my life.

this old man, he nagged once. he played nick NAG on my ear, with a nick nag, repeated wack, give me a break. this old man went nagging home.

heres the original.
This old man he played one he played nick nack on my shoe with a nick nack patty wack give a dog a bone this old man came rolling home.

i am so evil, i cant help it. hes REALLY nice and responsible. i mean it! but hes just a tad too insecured n paranoid. a few ppl came by today, one was 'ok, that's sufficient. thanks.' the other was 'hey im really sorry but im really in a rush'. the other day, this nj girl illegally bypassed our premises [lol] and he started his explanations again then i saw the girl roll her eyes though she was rather thankful. you know what i mean?

will you believe me if i told you im a really shy yet evil, hot-tempered and selfish person? well, i was. cant say about now because... its identity crisis time AGAIN. i really really want to complain about this person and that person and this and that but i cant. can i not work in the toshokan/torsorguan pls? can i quit tuition? not all, cant leave the sec 4 behind and haley's too nice to talk to haha. oh did i miss out some ppl? see, im rather evil.
anyway, stimes i really wonder if people get it when im trying to be sarcastic. maybe it works better when you do it face to face.

HAPPY 24TH DARLING <3
haha cant imagine im actually doing that. looks like a crazy fangirl[thats THE term i guess] but kind of fun once in a while. as much as i would like to be celebrating with you in Japan[my illusions are getting worse right], my busy schedule's pulling me behind so in the end, i celebrated with your female counterpart - 李思洁•今
we climbed through/strolled along[looked like some english cloze passage] the great bridge that stretches from vivo to kent ridge but we got off at alexandra. sorry guys, i was so tired. weve been to some nice places but somebody's camera was low-batt. actually its ok. afterall im not a camwhore[wth man, i duno why ppl call themselves tt. its as good as saying 'im a whore' alright, times have changed] and its not even my birthday. HAHAHAHAH! im kidding jinnie! promise. not being sarcastic. no link to the top. i was emo-ing cos someone thought i was alone in orchard, EMO-ING. haha i think im making everyth sound worse but that someone's computer is down so he wont read this until... wee, i have no msg for you, i think. oh alright, someone else said my train's coming in 10 mins but thnk u very much to someone and someone else for waiting with me. overall, its a fun day.

sth more random, i broke my left pinky nail while scratching my head. HOW BAD IS THAT! and its only HALF broken. weird. anw im gg to leave it there since it still looks like ive got nice nails grown =] just dont flick it. HAHA!

anw i feel kind of bad for leaving the korean at the bus stop but i thought he was our 老乡好 great this sounds crude too. i mean suggestive. but ya i jus felt bad cos its quite a ulu place! if only he asked earlier right... then i can try all my korean vulgarities on him. NO IM KIDDING AGAIN. i think im crazy. maybe i shd get some sleep but my hair's still wet. maybe i'll slp with the towel arnd my hair. and tml its gg to smell like its CAO SERNG.

GET TO KNOW YAN TING #1 - i go back on my words.
i am going to complain.
i am so busy that everyone thinks i am earning big bucks which i should be BUT I AM NOT so you can just stfu thinking im a stingy old woman pretending to be poor. actually nobody's done that but i just feel like scolding someone =p
you can slave-drive your kids but you shdnt slave-drive me becos i am NOT YOURS and MY PAY doesnt justify for your requests! Now i truly understand the meaning of 'you get what you pay for'
tomorrow im gg to do sth for myself.

ok part 2 for another day. im gg to watch jin. wooo~ what a great voice, and now with an american accent. but i dont enjoy hearing the constant "fuck" its not a m*ther f*cking good style jin. ok the 2nd one is too crude so i censored it.

alright, no more fancams to watch. i really wish im at the concert. i regretted it when i missed shinhwa's and mainly cos it was SO NEAR. hmmm, i haven actually turned more psychotic or jap-py suddenly/gradually. i probably seem more psychotic becos you now know that tts my major and ive been crazy over jap-py since young but there werent youtube or babelfish back then. i cldnt earn money then so basically there werent much i cld do back then except turning on the tv wkly to catch my fav shows/cartoons. it still feels funny when i try to say "animes" becos... im used to calling them KA TONG. haha. but ysd i suddenly decided tt i gotta be a bit more normal so i listened to a list of eng songs but like any forms of addict[alcohol, drugs...] it takes time so i had one teeny weeny jap song in my list haha. thats not the point, the point is, i like beyonce's listen! got the lyrics below =]
i think the dude who wrote the lyrics is damn good. it sounds good and it makes sense and i haven watched dreamgirls but i feel like i know the story. alright, the title is rather self-explanatory actually. initially i didnt care about the lyrics. in fact, as ALWAYS, i dont care abt the lyrics since i probably dont understand half the songs im listening to[and that includes jay chou and whichever random rappers]
but i just love the part she goes 'OH! Now i'm done believing you~'

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my own...