next sem's timetable is out! lectures gonna start late. i dont know if that helps my learning since im not a morning person. ooh i finally got the mc thing settled. now it all depends on lao tian ye. either decision is fine, JUST LET ME KNOW EARLY.
ive been happily sleeping. i hate it when i have to wake up to alarms. went kbox the other day, the impact is too great. i feel overwhelmed. like a dream. haha. anyway, dhfks hoirek ier hjkfdi iretjl khjfisur ihj ksdh fie rhtkjh kf itrk jeir la lmekhkak ho iejlsdo werjle. so many things i wanna say. there~
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everybody, say hello to my DREAM *click!* its so pretty!!!
ppl usually dislike squarish phones and laptops... actually i kind of like them. wats wrong with being squarish n having angles?
Oh crap. life's really bad. last night i was trying to study then suddenly i just felt that usual chill and I knew i was gg to fall sick so i went to bed immediately but this time, its worse. I could barely breathe and my nose were so blocked I cldnt even really drink water cos my entire bronchial tract's just blocked. Then, i started itching all over. I thought it was some food allergy thing(which i dont have) so dad brought me to the hosp at 2.30am. URGH!!! now im so drowsy and i feel seriously screwed for personality. even thou everyone thinks they're screwed, i doubt they're as screwed as i am. and then i have maths!!! pls get sth into my head, maths god.
and then im gg to sleep & party tonight.
found a piece of paper among my stack of rough paper. its a story to describe this picture of a boy sitting alone at the doorstep.
START : The boy is troubled because someone left him so he sits in front of the door.
NOW : He is thinking about all the things that have happened and is now waiting for the person to come back.
END : He waits but the person doesn't(never) come(s) back.
Through insight, now I know what it meant. but im so dead for personality psych. 2 days to clear everything. OH MY GAWD! the woman needs to stop complaining because all she does is complain. Isn't it irritating? Im getting sick of her. An example of autism by the way. Is this how psychology drives the students crazy? Like people always say psych students are mad themselves. Then again, thats a stereotype, like how people always ask if we can read their minds.
CRABBIES lets go out for dinner next wk. I need some white power!
Lyrics/Translations to Mirotic
시작은 달콤하게, 평범하게 나에게 끌려
언제나 그랬듯이 먼저 말을 걸어와
모든 가능성, 열어둬 Oh-
사랑은 뭐다? 뭐다! 이미 수식어 Red ocean
난, breakin’ my rules again 알잖아 지루한걸?
조금 다쳐도 넌, 괜찮아 Oh-
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어날 수 없어 I got you- Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
넌 나의 노예 I got you- Under my skin
네 머릿속을 파고드는 날카로운 눈빛
나 아니고선, 움직이지도 않는 Chrome heart
네가 선택한 길인걸 Oh-
혈관을 타고 흐르는 수억 개의 나의 Crystal
마침내 시작된 변신의 끝은 나
이것도 사랑은 아닐까? Oh-
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어날 수 없어 I got you- Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
넌 나의 노예 I got you- Under my skin
한 번의 키스와 함께-날이 선듯한-강한 이끌림
두 번의 키스, 뜨겁게 터져버릴 것 같은 네 심장을
Yeah~ 너를 가졌어 You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin
네 꿈 속에 난 널 지배하는 마법사 내 주문에
넌 다시 그려지고 있어 I got you-Under my skin
My devils ride, 더는 숨을 곳이 없잖아 그렇다면
이젠 즐겨보는 게 어떨까 I got you-Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어날 수 없어 I got you- Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
넌 나의 노예 I got you- Under my skin
Credits: DBSKer
feel like learning korean again. haha. shitty.
the rest
Akanishi Jin - Murasaki
Kat-tun - YOU
Minwoo - For You ignore the chinese translations. yucks
Abnormal is kind of... well I must say I can do more of the MCQ this time compared to mid-terms and i confirm again that i am indeed a lucky girl because I studied the topics that had greater weightage, by luck. Actually by preference, I just 看其他的不顺眼。可能我的半个同乡也有此同感，所以她不注重其他单元。As always, most people say they cant do it and its bad but how come it always seems like im the worst even though i always try to stay optimistic about it? like i know my essays are so dead, i kind of left 2 out of 5 compulsory ones blank. for section 3 it was 3 choose 2, im lucky because i happened to study those 2 topics i chose (the last one looks familiar but... you get what i mean) damn, why didnt i read more on neurotransmitters? i only remembered the names, not the functions. and somebody said to remember PREVALENCE RATES. not a single question had anything to do with prevalence rates. i can tell you that lifetime prevalence for MDD is 16.2% and dysthymia is 2.5% and the estimates for bipolar are underestimated because its being underreported when ppl do not know they actually had a manic episode but researchers estimated it to be 4% for bipolar 1 n 2. RAHHHHHHH. and women have more depressive symptoms. annabel, will you read this?
i am SERIOUSLY addicted and i found this - a full dance version. who took it? im not staring at tt dude's chest, im staring at his legs. look kind of nice somehow.
HQ here
evidence dopamine has to haunt me, even on youtube
DBSK ~191008 Mirotic Live!~
credit : dopamine ...
anw i posted some questions on edventure and the oguri shun-lookalike (seriously look like ok, just tt he looks bigger and louder) replied. great thanks but does he know me personally? cos he wrote the following
Mental images are just that, visual representations of an item in your head. Imagining the face of Asian popstar Takeshi Kaneshiro in your head is just that, a mental image.
Mental models on the other hand are concepts that you keep in your head, representations which have meaning and which thus may generate images and scenes that reflect this meaning. For example, you may have a mental model that guys from NTU are jerks. Because of this you may tend to avoid NTU guys, and because of this you may have this image of your ex-boyfriend who happens to be from NTU. Mental model is more than just an image, it is a mental representation of what the external world is about, a concept which has some form of meaning to you.
why did he mention takeshi kaneshiro? he spied on my blog?! and the NTU guys part... *gasp* hahahaha! im kidding~ you guys arent jerks. i think. =p
may i do well for cognitive, japanese, personality and maths.
im a victim of youtube. i unplugged laoye ysd just to make sure i'll stop coming online. a while ago, i switched on the tv and went to my fav MTV (but its been changed to the PRC version. sad. cos half the time they're playing their songs with heavy accents) anw, i saw the last part of MIROTIC mv. damn, keith! the song's been stuck in my mind for the past few days, it jus comes on and off.
DBSK - MIROTIC/주문
go the the bottom right corner, theres translations of lyrics. what a good function. =realised it doesnt work when you embed vids so HERE goes, if you want the lyrics.i particularly like 1:14-1:16. so cool. but i guarantee im not like into dbsk, just this song. its addictive. becareful of dependence/withdrawal symptoms. and erm, im not very fond of men w/o clothes so dont accuse me of staring at tt dude's bare chest. HAHA.
네가 선택한 길인걸 Oh-
이것도 사랑은 아닐까? Oh-
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어날 수 없어
I got you- Under my skin
another nice song
his english isnt like perfect but i started liking this song cos i heard his version.
lj, if you still think hes hot, watch it haha.
i'll get the lyrics and translations up soon. share the love. haha.
kind of finish reading 207, left 2 chpt but i cant really rmb e rest of the 14. oh man. i hate this. i need to find and settle on a study method, im 20 alr!!! this is getting on my nerves. im getting neurotic these days. rather ive always been but its like GENE EXPRESSION. its coming out. phenotype. haha. i think i can generate a list of related words if you allow me to go on. better now.
this afternoon i opened my house door and saw this brochure. "right" i thought to myself. "the meaning of life is that you have no life." they need to attend some cognitive therapy that tells them how to confront some of their delusions and obsesses. they also need to do maths lessons, especially on ratio in real world application. personally, MAS801 is quite a good course. I can tell 12 inches is the length of a 1-foot long subway sandwich right away. and by common sense, it cant be an accidental typo error if you actually spell the whole word out. either you're stupid or you have mathematics disorder. should have been diagnosed in infancy, childhood, or adolescence, along with dyslexia. seriously, i did sincerely think that it was a true story, im glad she survived but when i saw the ending, i got SO TURNED OFF.
i think i need to stop all these negative thoughts before i get some punishment. i still believe in 因果报应。
why do you try so hard to be nice and please everyone else?
amongst all these stress, i found relieve.
i wake up to a sweet song everyday. once again i conclude youtube is BAD. i have to stop using this word, its becoming my kou3 tou2 chan2.
DISCLAIMERS
guys should avoid criticising. i know some of them look kind of (as you ppl like it) faggot but kouki (the dude with the cap) looks real man. haha. and jin erm, i know he looks like a woman/trans stimes but i think his voice is great.
its 2:27am and i shall have to finish reading 2 chapters before i sleep. NO MATTER WHAT. today i napped, watched a movie invasion by nicole kidman and Jackson Bond is real cute. comparable to yuu-chan. and youtubed. URGH. the WORST THING IS... im diagnosed with spidersolitaré compulsion, as discovered by psuedofrench, Dr Demuré. HAHAHAHA! i have to stop playing that stupid game, im challenging 4 suits ok! symptoms still include a certain lvl of intellect. therapy is... theres been little studies to support its effectiveness but the most efficient way has been proposed to be SMASHYOURCOMPUTERNOW (SYCN). researchers have also suggested that SYCN is successful in treating such compulsions as cantstopyoutubing, dotaismylife, msnison24hrsbecosidunhaftopayforelectricbills etc.
thats the way my textbook writes. i hate the 'such XX as' part. cant they jus say 'XX such as'? it always confuses me, kind of like interrupts my cognitive processes for 0.1sec.
as i type, its now 2:35 and its raining~ doesnt anyone like the rain? i do =]
=addon=
when he still looks good. and this is a nice song too. the music composition is kind of lao tu thou.
Remember sometime last year I mentioned this film Awakenings? Its seriously nice and its mentioned in my abnormal psych tb (page 358) haha. This name caught my attention cos I just read about him in another chapter and I now deem him as my new idol - Oliver Sacks. ok back to studying. its freezing here. im shivering.
