WARNING : bad karma's rising.
i know in asian communities, collectivism is preferred. and i know thats sth deeply rooted within me. that's how ive been acting the other day. i was REALLY pissed off. what do i do? keep it to myself. because things won't be better for EVERYONE if i let it out. i know im way too sensitive so i don't expect people to notice. indeed, nobody did, except for a few. eventually, i got enlightened and i decided to forgive and forget. i thought we could all live peacefully. damn, someone has to stir some shit again. maybe i look TOO nice, like a nice little quiet girl. that doesn't mean i'll do EVERYTHING for you! and YOU! whats tt sarcastic comment for? that's precisely why things ended this way. you dont get me AT ALL!

i don't like people talking to me just because they want a favour from me. i don't like people being nice to me just because it's my birthday. if you think my guys-ogling was shallow. i think you're worse!

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xiao xian bu kui shi hao peng you. i was complaining... and we talked about the that somebody doing some good deed and heres his reply "i think he needs 2400 hours."
i luffed like shit.

I AM SO TIRED AFTER THE CAMP! sorry jonathan but i seriously dozed off a few times. maybe his table lamp was too bright, tt's why~ and this morning i had to wake up for psych foc's briefing. gosh. i was sleeping as i walked, sleeping as i waited for the bus, sleeping as i was on the bus, sleeping when i wanted to get out and buy stuff. i was sleeping all over, wasnt even walking straight!

Just checked my vital status. 33-25-33.
LOL. I'm a serious video addict. I knew it but I never knew I was that bad until I chanced upon my youtube "vital" status page...
Videos Watched: 5,552
Videos Uploaded: 0
Favorites: 86
Channel Views: 1,532

I'm a leech, no videos uploaded but kept watching people's hardwork. terrible terrible.

Hello, hello, my new world~



great lyrics and nice music, don't you think?
yeah i know some people don't appreciate this. can't blame you, just like i refuse to date ugly people. HAHAHA! ok, a little bit of evilness slipped out.

ysd was suppose to be durian day. the durians turned out bad. yucks.

the stagger btwn my updates have obviously lengthened. i dont know why, i just dont feel like writing so much about myself these days. im getting low profile haha.

anw i still HAVENT gotten my japanese letter so of cos, i wun know when im leaving. in case you're curious. the frequency of people asking me has significantly lowered, im glad =] guys, thanks for the concern though
even though i'm still here, i feel homesick already (something's wrong with me), like 舍不得。 damn it~ not even thinking about going to an arashi concert beats that feeling. may everyone stay safe.

doing odd jobs part I
was working with school of mass comms for an event/seminar they had. it was just NON-STOP buffet-style eating. i swear i gained 1 kg within 2 days. theres only 6 of us working. few of them are... but well, i met a new friend and it was non-stop bitching. haha. im glad =]

doing some work but not being paid part I
i've been volunteering at AYG! alright, i've only been there for a few days so its not all that hard work. and even when im there, its really just slacking around, helping out like for a few minutes and watching the matches and playing psp and talking to my new friends and eating whatever they bring for me. oh im addicted to burnout. love crashing cars. virtually.

the appreciation night clashed with rongy's bday dinner. what to do? i watched sun yan zi do her full concert but i had to leave halfway. that's friendship, dude! and i love you, when you send me home. HAHA! ok, rongy wouldn't read this. i think only lijia does.
he opened a bottle of champagne and i only drank a bit more than a glass i think. it made me REALLY tired so i thought i could just go home and sleep but NO, theres the bathing and hair-drying(dryer's in my parents' room and i didnt want to wake them up) so i tried sleeping with my half-dry hair + a towel over it. worst part was, i DID feel tired but my mind was SO awake. it wasnt like i was high or anything. i didnt want to do anything except sleep but my mind just kept on moving. there were so many things on my mind i didnt even know what i was thinking about. had a very shallow sleep, if i wasnt dream, i swear i heard e ambulance drove by when around dawn.

穷书生 part I
(and i hope it ends here)
ive been hogging on to the only copy of Minna no Nihongo II in our sch lib for a good 1+ mths alr. i bought the workbook though. *heartaches* sorry but im stingy. gosh i cant rmb all that vocabulary. its damn tough. Fujita, where are you?! my book renewal limit has been used up so i gotta return the books on monday. strategy is... i borrowed 2 more books =p

this is rather lame but i think a lot of those fangirls who love pairing ohno n ninomiya will love this player from Albirex Niigata(i went to watch their match just now. haha) - Kazunari Ohno

ok, going back to low-profile.